Heaven-sent&Hell-bound

Manchester Orchestra- “Deer”

Probably too busy with your work
Or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone
There’s nothing in these wooden drawers
To bring you back, to keep me bored
I don’t know what to do with me no more

Dear everyone I ever really knew,
I acted like an asshole so I could keep my edge on you
Ended up abusing even those I thought immune
I killed the kingdom with one move
And now it’s time to move

Well….fuck.

When I was drinking heavily

I burst into your bedroom confusingly

Yelled about a bunch of things

that if you looked you’d never see for our eternities

And I blamed you for not being

someone you could not be 

 someone you’ll never be

(Source: indie-dictionary)

Work was..

A rollercoaster. Buying the car and driving it around the lot was amazing, but the various responses I get when explaining to everyone why I’m havent walking around with a cheesy smile and pleasant demeanor the past couple of days are frustrating.

The only responses you recieve from people who do not understand your personal life and want to cheer you up after a break-up are as follows;

“Everything is going to be okay, it just sounds like you guys are on a break to me.”

“Fuck that, we’re young, there are plenty of other people out there, dont feel bad.”

“Aw that sucks.”

“If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be.”

We as a culture need to develop and/or replace these typical responses.

aheartlikeagun:

So take me or don’t
I’ve built up this kingdom you’d hopefully loathe
If we end up alone
A plague on my head and a curse in my home

(Source: youtube.com)